There is nothing to do in this class. Well there is, but nothing worth my while, today anyway. We have a substitute extraordinar. Lovely old man with hair of white an ignorance up the ying yang. Sub days always mean free days even if you know you have things to do, they make you say fuck it NOT WORKING TODAY!
Anyway whats there to say about today, not much but that I am missing my bffl, my main man, my whoop and the crack to my pipe. I've Hardly seen Heather and its left, almost a void in my heart. I really love her. Its sounds weird but I mean I've never had a best friend quite like her. Never had anyone i could really talk to and that understood me on such a level. I don't think I could be able to take if we broke ties or something of the sort because I've been screwed over many a time by those who i considered best friends. Most relationships I've been in, speaking in terms of friends, i was never the one valued, so to have that now is something different, even though i feel the same way i used to, (not being valued) sometimes. I feel as if someone else is valued more than me because they have something more to offer. Even though you know you REALLY know they are a horrible friend who only care about themselves and what other people have to offer them without any regard towards your feelings. Its called experience and its known that history repeats itself.
i don't know i just feel slightly
Bothersome and
Excluded
ALL IN ALL NOT GOOD ENOUGH!
I just don't want to be hurt AGAIN.
Anyway whats there to say about today, not much but that I am missing my bffl, my main man, my whoop and the crack to my pipe. I've Hardly seen Heather and its left, almost a void in my heart. I really love her. Its sounds weird but I mean I've never had a best friend quite like her. Never had anyone i could really talk to and that understood me on such a level. I don't think I could be able to take if we broke ties or something of the sort because I've been screwed over many a time by those who i considered best friends. Most relationships I've been in, speaking in terms of friends, i was never the one valued, so to have that now is something different, even though i feel the same way i used to, (not being valued) sometimes. I feel as if someone else is valued more than me because they have something more to offer. Even though you know you REALLY know they are a horrible friend who only care about themselves and what other people have to offer them without any regard towards your feelings. Its called experience and its known that history repeats itself.
i don't know i just feel slightly
Bothersome and
Excluded
ALL IN ALL NOT GOOD ENOUGH!
I just don't want to be hurt AGAIN.
1 comment:
WHOOP! youre talking about c-dizzle, i know it. (c..cra..)hahahaha yeah, you get what i mean. anyway, i was just bleh today cuz im like okay whatever youre gonna hnag out with the beep anyway, like always, so i decided to chill with c-dizzle
dont even trip, you know i love you more than anything
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