Last fucking night of break.

Well I've decided to post again, as i become more and more comfortable with the some what sanctuary that is this "blogspot." I'm not completly sure if that is so yet, since i dont know if more than just heather can read what I've written, what im writing and what I am going to write. Hmm whatever, what have i got to hide? not much. Well, its 9:36, very interesting im sure. someone somewhere is having the time of their life, but me, all eyes are on the calendar as I'm realizing that time has creeped its way forward to the end of what was a heavenly break. Yeah it was fun, even though that beautifully magical little feeling in the pit of my stomach that comes with the holiday seasons has long since passed. Not once did it tickle my soul this December, but none the less it was fun. I guess it comes with the age. I guess at this age we are consumed with what doesnt tickle our souls but what expands ourminds, such as illegal substances that seem to punch us in the face with feelings we cant get naturally. Not saying they arent fun but hm is that whats in? Anyway its time to start school in 2008, its looking quite grim. Good night to all, stick to your resolutions, i say that sarcastically as i know you wont, no one ever does. Atleast not me.