clearing up like the weather.

Perhaps this is why diarys are usually kept private.
Cuase your inner most feeling are misconstrued into something ugly and untrue.
Not the way you wanted your point to come across.
My intents are not to be the victim, the victim of what?
I have a lot to be thankful for and I make note of that and try to let what I'm thankful for know it.
Don't we all have those days in which we feel and gloomy like the weather latley?
Theres so much on my plate, it's hard to see the big picture.
Yeah i haven't had luck with friends but i've had some.
So why exactly would i try to ruin that?
My newest friendship has been nearly perfect and I've never had anything bad to say it. Been completely honest, and never had a malice thought in my head.
Honestly i care.
So why would i deliberatly call you something far out of anything I've ever thought.
Something that has never crossed my mind.
You'd honestly believe that I'd drop everything and call it over?
No, i don't work that way.
Your my closest friend but to clear up what i was trying to say here goes.
I want to meet NEW people, real people, not to replace the two I have but to add to the two i already have.

Not cause im OVER IT, Not Cause your fake, but to add more reality to our tiny group.
I have nothing to be mad at, nothing at all.
I hope this clears things up.