Kool.

If you have something you don't want anyone to gain knowledge of the logical corse of action is to not tell anyone AT ALL.
Well you've told someone huh? Well your living in a dream world if you think they aren't going to tell anyone else. Well now the person you told is yerning to tell someone of your newly aquired knowledge but they too feel guilty and don't want that many people to know. If they didn't want anyone to tell they shouldn't have said anything in the first place either, because once that person tells someone else now one is going to have the same sympathy.
WOW YOUR ALL SO DUMB!
NEWS SPREADS...
DUH.
Best course of action:
Person with some important dumb ass news
keep your dumb ass mouth shut.
If its your buisness keep it yours
cause no ones gonna care whos buisness it is...
its not yours anymore.

Endlessy Frustrated by you.

I'm fully aware that i should be grateful, because I'm lucky to have you. Yet sometimes I find it hard, because you make it seem like you'll always be there. By now i should already know thats not the case. I know i shouldn't take you for granted. Even though sometimes I do. I shouldn't get as mad as I do. But I still do, just cause I think your gonna take it. Which i guess is wrong, cause there is no doubt that i use you as a frustration outlet. Which is bad. It's just, technically you have the power to hurt me most. You're the one that I'm closest too and feel most comfortable with, i suppose. So everything you do, hits close to home so to speak.
Meh. you frustrate me endlessly.
But I'm sorry I cant help taking you for granted.

Taken for granted.

I'm really quite upset today. I have revisited the past due to the events on the present, and have come to see that many of the people I care for most take me for granted. It seems that ever since my childhood, I have always been respected least out of the entire group. Left to be the outlet for taking out frustration, used as the butt of the joke, or seen as the feeling less loser who will take every blow at me. All this because I was too nice to ever speak up for myself. The most unfair thing of my entire life long situation is that all this is done to me, but if i even attempt to reciprocate the actions against the person who initiated it, I am seen as THE MEAN ONE, the bitch, and everyone turns on me. Ignored and exiled. It really gets to me now, because all I do is try to keep everyone I care about happy. I give my friends absolutely everything. A place to sleep whenever they need it, the ability to do whatever they want in my house whenever they want, to the best of my abilities. Yet i always feel like I'm never good enough, and i can't keep anyone happy, and this whole frustration outlet, butt of the joke, feeling less loser comes into play. Yeah maybe I'm dumb for taking it, but going against it obviously upsets everyone, and I really don't want to be alone. It's whats I've always been afraid of.
but I find it tremendously unfair that everyone gets mad at me
and I cant get mad at anyone. Ever.
Ugh i just don't want to be alone.