Revelations.

Well there was lots of talk of revelations today,
including my own and it has perpetuated a longing in me to commit to a change.
I've come a long way i suppose,
but there has been a tremendous decrease in mass of my closest companion
that has hatched a bird of will that wants to prove itself.
Of course i don't have all the tools she has, solely because of my severe case of hypochondria,
which i have diagnosed my self with!
BUT there is still ways of achieving things.
WHICH I WILL.
I mean I can, if i really committed i could,
but there RIGHT THERE that bold faced word is my actual problem.
I can't get my mind to commit.
I can't get over the things what my mind is so used to.
Thats what they say isn't it
"its all in your head"
But I'm really going to try.
(LMFAO I ONCE WEIGHED 50 lbs. )